Ups and Downs
There once was a woman of means
Who got herself buried with leans
It sure would be good
To be paddled with wood
After she pulled down her jeans
Bare bottom and over his lap
She’s craving much more than a slap
Hand firmly applied
Well after she’s cried
Might help her feel less of a sap
So where there’s a will there’s a way
At least that is what people say
A lily white rear
Keeps thinking unclear
But tomorrow is a new day
Thanks to all for your well wishes. I’m hanging in and doing what I can to adapt and hold on to what’s reasonable. I may move both the gallery and the blog to a less expensive IP host. It would mean consolidating and require a significant amount of time. A free blog account is not really a wise choice given the frequency of abrupt erasure of content that less explicit sites than this one have been experiencing. I’ve already had my Flickr and MSN sites erased with no warning. Finding the time and at the same time restoring my ambition are their own challenge.
To those offering help backing up content, I may well take you up on it. To those offering economic help, thank you, but if I can’t afford to stay online it’s probably best that I accept it and work on my finances until I can get solvent.
Of course, I’m not averse to a “spanker daddy” who’s got comfy pockets, an amiable if firm disposition, who’d like to adopt a spankee who is unable to manage money, likes to write, draw and get spanked regularly. That’s a joke by the way. 
I’m not giving up, just worrying a lot.
Love patty
February 2nd, 2010 at 8:12 pm
Dear Patty:
Thanks for the reply and I must say that you sound better than you did in the last post. I hope that’s true and if so I’m happy for you. As I said you are strong and will get through this. I saw a TV ad today that was something about revising your home mortgage to a lower rate and longer and lower payments. I don’t remember the name or webb site. Something like that might help you.
That spanker daddy position sounds good, but it’s not in the cards for me. Pity!
Love & hugs
George
February 3rd, 2010 at 8:38 am
Patty, a much more positive post.
I wish that I could offer more than support, but I would be kidding both of us if I said I could.
You take care.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.
February 3rd, 2010 at 6:50 pm
Support is worth more than money. Thank you both. My mood and ambition is subject to severe shifts of late. I can wake up feeling down, be lifted by a smile and then crushed by a sideways look all in the course of an hour.
So, I’m just going to try not to be such a passive leaf in the wind. If I can’t muster confidence or ambition, I’ll try not to fight it and try to find a passive pleasure to engage in. When spirits move me to blog, for as long as I can, I’ll blog what moves me and not stress over what I’m not focusing on for others. As much as it’s in me to please others first, when my energies are tapped out, I’m just not as good at it as my perfectionistic heart requires. I just can’t write a story that belongs to the characters I care about for the sake of a spanking scene or getting a new chapter out. And while I can deal with typos and grammar snaffu’s I want the story to stay true to the characters. When I can’t make it work, it’s better not to try. Trying too hard just smothers everything.
Thanks again y'’all
patty